todae started very rough!! i fought with my guy over silly matters ...& i drag things.. (but he hates ppl dragging problems) problems after problems kip coming..and i did a very huge MISTAKE OR should i say the biggest SIN in my life. We quarrel and i actually raise my voice @ hym.. i noe i should have not done tat but i just could not control my anger.. i hate my anger & ego! because of my ego and anger i pushed my guy a few times and he landed on the ground..it hurts me to see him falling to the ground and cry.. dun noe wat got into me.. if its not because of my ego, i would have just pick him up and hug him.. & also say sorie to him.. but how much sorieeee i said wont be enuf to cure the pain i inflicted on him...
Sayang.....if u read this post...wanna tell u tat im sorie for all the hurt ive caused u... it hurts to see u cry sayang.. but im to0o0o egoistic i guess.. that is why i did ask u to let me go... coz ive given u soo00 much pain... but i noe that i cant live without u myself... the oni thing that is in my mind is that i want my sayang to be hapi..smiles on ur face everyday... sayang...forgive me...forgive all my mistakes... (i purposely type tiz in red coz u like red)..heheh!
now....is the happiest moment of my life!! we planning to get engaged!! wooo0o0hoo0o0!!! hows that??? but it will be drag for 3 yrs...so0o0 wait for my wedding crds!!! it will come so0o0n! hehehe...
ps: sayang...i hope i will b the last gal n forever will b... i love u baby! pls take care of me.. muax!!!!
