Lost In Beauty-

Monday, December 28, 2009

RIHANNA - JUST PULL THE TRIGGER

Take a breath, take it deep

Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

[Chorus]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost

(Chorus)

As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too think of the value of my life

(Chorus)

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wOkE uP eArlY tOdAy As mY gUY wOkE mE uP BEfOrE He WEnT fOr His MEdicAl ChECKuP!..nOw i CaNt GeT bCk To SlEEp..HEHEHE
sO i JuST UpDaTe mY bloG thEn..

hErE it GoEs.. yEstERdAY my YoUNgEr SIsTa cAME by n MeeT mE.. gOsH! i MIss hER..N CaNt DENy THe fACt THaT i MIsS mY fAmILy AloT!!!!! buT I JUsT thINK thaT it Is NOt THe RItE tymE yET foR mE To Go HOMe..NeeD MOrE tImE aNd NeeD a JOb FiRsT..

mY BabY hAd A feVer YesTeRDay AlSo!! HIs BoDy is buRniNG HOt WEn i HUg Him.. So i GaVe HIm 2 PANaDolS hoPINg thAt thE FeVer WiLL sUbsIdE.. N Yes IT dId buT JsT a LIttlE.. I pItY mY guY aLOt.. He TakE gOOd cAre oF mE..buT He Is THe OnE In pAin..hOw i WiSh i CLd TaKe hiS PaIn AwaY..dUn wAn Him To B HUrT..

oUhYa!!!! BeFoRe I fOrGeT.. thE daE b4 MY bAbY faLL iLL, wE weNT fiShinG @ EaST coAsT!!! we WEnt @ arD 11PLuS tILL 4plUs AM... tAtS thE firST tyMe I aCtuAlli fiSh ON my OWn BUt OF coz With THe hELP fROM my BaBY... n i GeT My FIrSt fIsH!!!!!!!!
THE fIllINg Is WoW!!! mAkE Me WaNNa fisH aGaIn n aGaIn n aGaIn!!!! hahaha...
in ToTaL wE FIsH aRd 13 FiShEs!!! BuT wE hAvE to lEaVe oNe bEhInD... WaNNa nOE y??
Im nOt tO0o0 sUrE TO But AccOrdInG mY bAbY itS juSt A PrAcTiCe N a waY Of saYinG thK u FoR hElpIng Us FisH To THaT *thINg*

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JAY SEAN - MAYBE
[Verse 1:]
Beep Beep! oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hopin it's a text from you..hmm..
It aint right read ya messages twice, thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feelin like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
As knowing I wasn't waiting in vain..

[Chorus:]
maybe its true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that ur stuck on me too
maybe i'm wrong
It's all in my head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said

[Verse 2:]
I'm always connected online
Hooked on facebook all the time
Hopin you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
see I'm hopelessly fallin for you,
Every night on the phone and I flirt with you..
and I know that you like it girl
All jokin aside,
What say you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

[Chorus:]
maybe its true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that ur stuck on me too
maybe im wrong
It's all in my head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said

[Bridge:]
Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus:]
maybe its true (OH)
I'm caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance that ur stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
maybe i'm wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
It's all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said
(both haven't said)

Maybe Its True I'm Caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance that You're Stuck On Me Too
Maybe I'm Wrong, It's All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said

[Outro]
Maybe it's true..(Baby I Miss You)
I'm caught up on you (Look I Want You)
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...

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Sunday, December 27, 2009

my DrEAm WedDiNg CaKe!

AnOthEr DReAM cAkEs!

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todae started very rough!! i fought with my guy over silly matters
...& i drag things.. (but he hates ppl dragging problems)
problems after problems kip coming..and i did a very huge MISTAKE
OR should i say the biggest SIN in my life.
We quarrel and i actually raise my voice @ hym.. i noe i should have not done tat but i just could not control my anger..
i hate my anger & ego!
because of my ego and anger i pushed my guy a few times
and he landed on the ground..it hurts me to see him falling to the ground
and cry.. dun noe wat got into me.. if its not because of my ego,
i would have just pick him up and hug him.. & also say sorie to him..
but how much sorieeee i said wont be enuf to cure the pain i inflicted on him...

Sayang.....if u read this post...wanna tell u tat im sorie for all the hurt ive caused u...
it hurts to see u cry sayang.. but im to0o0o egoistic i guess.. that is why i did ask u to let me go...
coz ive given u soo00 much pain... but i noe that i cant live without u myself... the oni thing that is in my mind is that i want my sayang to be hapi..smiles on ur face everyday...
sayang...forgive me...forgive all my mistakes...
(i purposely type tiz in red coz u like red)..heheh!

now....is the happiest moment of my life!! we planning to get engaged!! wooo0o0hoo0o0!!! hows that??? but it will be drag for 3 yrs...so0o0 wait for my wedding crds!!! it will come so0o0n! hehehe...

ps: sayang...i hope i will b the last gal n forever will b... i love u baby! pls take care of me.. muax!!!!

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

BORING!! tats the oni word i have in mind..hahHAHA
im like sitting alone in the living room without any soul accompanying me.. my guy is sleeping soundly whereas mama n ayah is in their room watching tv.. now im just listening to sum songs n i im attracted to this rihanna's song.. TiLTE: jUsT pUll The TrIggEr..
sexy!!!! i love her!!

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Monday, December 21, 2009

IM IN THE MIDDLE OF A FAMILY CONFLICT!! IM REALLY SCARED! WHERE CAN I GO NOW?? SYG....IM SCARED!!! :'(

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HELP!! HELP!! TATS THE ONI THING I CAN ASK FOR.. I DUN NOE WAT TO DO. IM SCARED. MY HART GOES PUMPING HARD RITE NW @ 0915 PM. THINGS ARE REALLY GETTING OUT OF HANDS.. ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER.. I PITY THE VICTIMS.. Y ARE PEOPLE SO BAD IN THIS WORLD..???? WHERE IS THE FAIRNESS? KINDNESS?? LOVE?? IS THE WORLD REALLY CUMING TO AN END SOON?? BUT WHY PEOPLE STILL DUN REALISE THEIR FAULTS?? PLEASE GOD..HEAR ME OUT..HELP THOSE IN NEED OF GUIDANCE..GIVE THEM A SENSE OF REPENCE.. WE ARE MISSING THE LOVE HERE ON EARTH... HELP US OUT...

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Thursday, December 17, 2009